Money sucks

It's so frustrating... I feel bad whenever my parents are spending money for me.
They keep saying "After japan we really can't spend any more money than necessary" or "No more extras after that". Today my Mum said "The money I earn, I'm spending for you."
And I feel so bad about that. And also we decided that when we go to London, we are not going to visit Madame Tussaud's. They said it's because we don't have enough time but the truth is that we simply can't afford it. I was reall looking forward to it... Oh, well...
And what about university? We'll try to get Barfög but my mother already said that we won't get the full amount, only part of it. Dunno how much that'll be in the end. If I go to university there is no way I can afford moving to another city. It's just impossible. Even if I got Barfög, it won't be enough. Money really sucks and makes me sad.