So I've been to Japan. It was great but I'm not gonna write about this now.
*sigh*
At the moment I'm really really depressed and frustrated about my life. School's over - yay - and I actually expected my life to change and become a little bit more exciting. But no. Everyday-life has taken over once again. But the thing is: it's SO BORING!
School was boring, too, but in another way... At least you got to see your friends everyday and at least you had some fun durinng the breaks. Going to work is different:
-->You can't see your friends - in fact, you get to see them once a week, rarely twice a week.
-->You get home really late.
-->When you're home, you are tired and have to go to bed early, so you actually are not able to do anything productive at home anymore.
-->Work is boring because you've got nothing to do and so you sit around waiting for the hours to pass by until you can go home.
My friends' lives seem to change SO MUCH right now. Everyone's moving to another city where they go to university or college. They meet new people and start a whole new chapter...
And me, I'm stuck in my old, boring life. Nothing has changed. Except the fact that I have to adjust to other people's new situations which have changed or are changing at the moment. And I have to admit, I envy them.
So I'm really "emo" at the moment. *sigh*
Come on, God or Jesus, or Allah or Krishna or whoever and whatever you are!
Have some mercy!
Please, let something wonderful, exciting and new happen in my life?!
(No, I'm not desperate - d'oh!)
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