D'oh!

Okay... so it seems that SOMEONE misunderstood me!

Yes, I wanted something to happen in my life. But I didn't ask for a
bloody migrane that's soooo bad that I had to go to hospital in the middle
of the night! >o<" No... there is no God! At least not a nice one... *sob*
My headaches haven't gone away completely but they've gotten better. For a week
I had to take 6 tablets = 3000 grams of paracetamol!!! And now my skin is
all red and eww *sobsob* But since saturday I reduced it down to 2-4 tablets. Depends on how I feel... Taking so many tablets is also bad fot the liver x___x

Anyway... things are getting better at work! I've got stuff to do every now and then and inbetween I watch youtube or play games. It's okay. At least I'm not all depressive anymore. I think it's also because of my last visit at the doctor's. Never been to this doctor but he seemed to be very nice and understanding. He said that my headaches had to do something with my unhappiness at work. He was right, you know.
Well, at least I thought so. It also could have something to do with my eyesight, now, that I sit in front of the PC almost 24/7. Might have to see the Fielmann-dudes this week... *sigh*

And I LOOOOVE buying make-up und beauty products! Dunno why it satisfies me so much xD" Can't really discribe it either. It's fun and putting on make-up is fun and you feel pretty afterwards XD"

And that's it for now!
Going home now =D

It's been a while... Quite a while.

So I've been to Japan. It was great but I'm not gonna write about this now.
*sigh*

At the moment I'm really really depressed and frustrated about my life. School's over - yay - and I actually expected my life to change and become a little bit more exciting. But no. Everyday-life has taken over once again. But the thing is: it's SO BORING!
School was boring, too, but in another way... At least you got to see your friends everyday and at least you had some fun durinng the breaks. Going to work is different:

-->You can't see your friends - in fact, you get to see them once a week, rarely twice a week.
-->You get home really late.
-->When you're home, you are tired and have to go to bed early, so you actually are not able to do anything productive at home anymore.
-->Work is boring because you've got nothing to do and so you sit around waiting for the hours to pass by until you can go home.

My friends' lives seem to change SO MUCH right now. Everyone's moving to another city where they go to university or college. They meet new people and start a whole new chapter...
And me, I'm stuck in my old, boring life. Nothing has changed. Except the fact that I have to adjust to other people's new situations which have changed or are changing at the moment. And I have to admit, I envy them.

So I'm really "emo" at the moment. *sigh*

Come on, God or Jesus, or Allah or Krishna or whoever and whatever you are!
Have some mercy!
Please, let something wonderful, exciting and new happen in my life?!

(No, I'm not desperate - d'oh!)